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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2007|03:42 am]
So I have $500 cash just laying around going to waste. What should I do with it?

I could:

-spend it on clothes.
-get my windows tinted on my honda, and still buy clothes.
-get foglights on my honda.
-find an apartment in conway, and a roommate--(the original purpose of the $500)
-just blow it on random crap.
-pay off one of my credit cards.

hmm. sooo many choices.
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happy black friday. [Nov. 25th, 2006|12:33 am]
So yeah, today was pretty stressful for me. It was the busiest shopping day of the year (the second busiest is tomorrow, and I work then as well), and the mall opens early for the "early birds". So, this morning I walk through the door of the store at around 8:10 (my shift doesn't start until 8:30), and it's complete chaos...I'm talking busier than I've ever seen it. So, without time to think, I'm told to immediately clock in by my manager. In the chaos, someone forgot to let me know that we were giving 15% off to all of the early birds. Well, I have an early bird that's apparently not much of a morning person (or she didn't have her Minute Maid), and I ring her up. Like I said before, I don't know to give her 15% off. So this bitch comes back several minutes later and I'm in the middle of a transaction, and demands an immediate refund of her 15%. I politely let her know that as soon as I was done ringing up my current customer, I'd be happy to get the manager, and help her. I even fucking appologize for my mistake. Well, apparently this isn't good enough for her. She keeps on demanding her 15% refund, and I continuously explain that I must finish my current transaction first, and I can take care of her. She spitefully demands that I let someone else do her refund (even though all of the 4 other cashiers are busy as well). After about 5 or 6 rounds of this, I stop acknoledging the face that she's talking to me. She really gets pissed off at this point and starts yelling at me that I'm being rude, that I'm an idiot, and tells me that she's going to get me fired from my job as soon as she hears from my manager about this...(all I can say to that is HAHAHAHAHAH). Well, it gets better...in this span of about 2 minutes, she ends up BEHIND the counter, right up next to me, in my face. Finally my manager (who is running the register next to mine) calls her over to her register (she's back in front of the counter at this point), and the woman tells her that I didn't acknolege her, AND I was a smartass to her (I'm not sure, but I think the 2 contradict eachother, since you have to speak to someone to be a smartass). Anyway, she finished with her, and the crabby betch was on her way. So anyway, It's beyond me how barbaric somebody will act over having to wait a couple minutes for a $15 discount.

So, other than work, I have family in for the holidays. It always pisses me off when I see some of them, and It doesn't really hurt my feelings that i've been working too much to really spend much time with some of them. However, I do enjoy seeing a lot of them, and since I've worked every day this week (except for thanksgiving), it doesn't leave a whole lot of time for family (with the combination of school).

Anyway, I'm tired and feel like going to bed. I intended to write more, but whateva. Thanks for reading.
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bleh blah bloh [Nov. 1st, 2006|02:47 am]
[Current Music |Ring The Alarm-Beyonce]

I am so tired right now, and I'm still on the computer (of course). I have to attend Composition class in just a few hours, so I guess I'm not getting too much sleep once I do go to bed. I wish I could just not go to school, and sleep for about 3 days. So anywho, this entire day has been crappy...I woke up feeling bad this morning, and it's been that way ever since. I am wondering what I'm going to do with my life right now, and I really just don't know. I hate this, because People are asking me what my major is in college, and, just like I said before, I just don't know. However, when somebody asks, instead of saying "I don't know" to them, I smile and say "I'm going to be an RN just like both of my parents". I guess I say that because I really thought I wanted to do it when I was in high school, I actually knew without I doubt that's what I was interested in doing...and now that I'm in college, I haven't a clue. Getting out of high school has given me a pretty harsh reality check. It made me realize that the world isn't a really great place. Nobody really gives a shit about you at all in the real world, i've realized. I mean, yeah, my parents and my close friends, but I was always so used the the sheltered environment of high school, ya know? Anyway, back to the whole college thing and not knowing what I want to try and major in...I guess what I mean is...I'm only 18 years old for crying out loud! I don't know what I want to do with my life! I hate how I'm expected to know this early in my life. I feel like I haven't even lived yet. I want to travel, see the world, and meet new people. I want to make new friends, and know more about people. I guess part of my uber crappy attitude could be due to the fact that this entire first semester of college has been an absolute train wreck for me. I just graduated from high school in May, and I haven't been able to get over it yet. Of course it doesn't help and that my school sucks. But yeah, I don't know what I want to do with my life...so just get off my case about what I'm majoring in, because I simply don't know yet!
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(no subject) [Oct. 17th, 2006|11:28 pm]
I gave up on school for a while, but I have to have motivation, I have NO OTHER CHOICE but to do good.

My list of reasons to be motivated:

1. My parents are paying a shitload of money for this.

2. It's Pulaski Tech for crying out loud

3. I need a good job later.

4. If those people can succeed, so can I.

5. I can go to UCA if I do well.

6. Hopefully mom will allow me to move out of this God forsaken house if I have a decent GPA.

7. I don't want to work a low paying job for the rest of my life.

8. I deserve a good career.

9. I want a good career.

10. Well, I can't really think of 10, but I guess 1-9 sums it up.

Friends, please support my situation with school. I need to think positively if I'm going to succeed. These are the cards I have been dealt, and it's time to play.
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The Weekend. [Oct. 15th, 2006|08:14 pm]
This weekend was full of action. Friday was homecoming at Bigelow, which I couldn't miss. We beat Ola, and It was so good to see a lot of my old friends. Last week for some reason really had me kind of depressed, but Friday night really took care of that, and cheered me up. So then Saturday I had to go house-sit, and Dog-sit. That was fun, I guess. It's a great excuse for me to get out of the house, anyway. I really need to get a job so I can stay out of the house more, I think it would be good for me, but I want a part time job that I would enjoy and actually WANT to go to. Hah, don't see that one coming anytime soon. Well, Saturday night there was a party at Elizabeth's house, which was fun. I made Macaroni and Cheese. Today, I went to the mall with catherine and her mom, and then now I'm at home. I'm so glad that I don't have to go to school tomorrow, it's a much-needed break. I am so sick of my college, I really want this semester to be over so I can go elsewhere. I really want to move out of this house, but I don't see that one happening anytime soon. I really hope I can figure out what I want to do with my life, too. I just don't know what career I want, or where to turn to figure it out. I don't even know what college I want to go to next semester, or next year. I JUST DON'T KNOW! I guess there's nothing I can do but pray about it, and hope for an answer soon, because I am so sick of feeling like I'm doing what I'm doing for no reason.
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(no subject) [Oct. 12th, 2006|01:39 am]
So today was the greatest day i've had in a while. When I got out of class, I went and met Elizabeth. We went to the River Market, and ate, and did a lot of other cool& fun things. Some of which included: visiting PTC's main campus, browsing through a hippie store, stalking guys, shopping at Goodwill, and a wonderful detour all around North Little Rock. The current time I have is 1:33 A.M. I went to bed around 11 P.M. I haven't slept. I think I'm developing insomnia, and I'm not really sure why. Last night I slept for about 4 hours, so it seems like I would have been sleeping quite sound. No matter, I suppose I have all day tomorrow to sleep. So I went to church tonight too, which was good. Well, that's a concise summary of what's on my mind. I think I'm gonna try and sleep now.
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Time for an update. [Oct. 10th, 2006|11:17 pm]
It's been a very, very long time since I've even been on here, and even longer since I've updated. Not that I have a lot to update about, I seriously feel like I have reached an all-time low in my life. It's not that I'm down or anything, there's just nothing going on. I mean, I have my friends, but that's about it. I don't have a job, I am daily becoming more unhappy with my school, and I'm pretty much broke, too. I just hope that I can find some excitement soon, or something to keep me occupied. I didn't think anyone would even get on this thing anymore, but I guess I was wrong. Well, I'm signing off, stay classy!
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2006|11:59 pm]
So today pretty much sucked. I called pretty much everyone I know wanting to go hang out, A desparate attempt to make the most out of my senior year. heh...guess what? I didn't go hang out with anyone! woot! Yeah I have friends!
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...and the days continue to pass [Apr. 19th, 2006|05:00 pm]
[Current Mood |indifferentindifferent]
[Current Music |Hawthorne Heights-If Only You Were Lonely-Decembers]

So I haven't been on LiveJournal in...we'll just say a really, really long time. I read someone's entry mentioning how much fun the whole LJ thing used to be. I mean, everyone had this, even most of our teachers. I miss those times. I have no idea where I'm really going with this entry, but I have been thinking about the past a lot lately.

I was reading a good friends LJ entry, and that's what really made me start thinking about all of the good times that I had. Like the first day that I turned 16 and I got to go pick everyone up in my Blazer and take them to school, and passing Shirley on the way there (lol). Or when me and my 2 friends that were dating ALWAYS hung out...I rarely ever talk to either one of them anymore, btw. Of course, we can't forget when over 1/2 of the West Conway McDonalds crew were my friends from Bigelow...good times were always had. Although these were more occasional than some of my other friends, I LOVED the trips to The Cortex. I donno, everything was so much fun.

Those are just a few of my memories. I used to enjoy life so much more than I do now. I loved going to school, I had friends that would go and hang out with me, and there wasn't so much drama in my life. I wish so much that I could still say those things about myself. I absolutely hate to see how far apart I have drifted from some of my friends. Nobody really ever wants to hang out with me anymore, I guess I'm just no fun to be around. I don't know. I really am sick of it, though. In school, I can probably count on 2 hands the people that I talk to on a regular basis, and then some of those people don't even like me. It's hurtful sometimes. I don't know, It's really hard to explain exactly where i'm coming from, but I feel pretty lonely and depressed right now.

Anyway, I guess that I'll stop complaining about how pathetic I think my life is and go now.
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NO LJ CUT FOR ME [Feb. 1st, 2006|09:40 pm]
Name: Andrew
Birth date: 05.11.1988
Birth place: In the hospital
Current Location: My sofa
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Dirty Blonde
Righty or Lefty: Lefty
Zodiac Sign: Taurus

Your heritage: Caucasian American, African American, American Indian, Pacific Islander, Other, And A little German.
Your weakness: Cars
Your fears: Not passing school
Your perfect pizza: no pizza at all
Goal you'd like to achieve: To get a new car (Civic hybrid)

Your most overused phrase: ..."There she/he is"
Your thoughts first waking up: S#!T, I'm gonna be late.
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Your bedtime: 11 P.M.
Your most missed memory: Basketball season 04-05

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: BOTH

Smoke: No
Cuss: No
Take a shower: Of course
Have a crush(es): yes, the plural one.
Think you've been in love: nah
Like(d) high school: when something good happens
Want to get married: maybe
Believe in yourself: yes
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're a health freak: yes
Get along with your parents: mostly

Drank alcohol: not really
Smoked: NO!
Gone to the mall: yes
been on stage: yes
Eaten Sushi: yes
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no

Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes, when I play DDR I get really hot, and the clothes come off.
Gotten beaten up: well, there was this one time me and George got in a fight in 10th grade, but I didn't get beat up.
Changed who you were to fit in: no
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