|...and the days continue to pass
||[Apr. 19th, 2006|05:00 pm]
|||||Hawthorne Heights-If Only You Were Lonely-Decembers||]|
So I haven't been on LiveJournal in...we'll just say a really, really long time. I read someone's entry mentioning how much fun the whole LJ thing used to be. I mean, everyone had this, even most of our teachers. I miss those times. I have no idea where I'm really going with this entry, but I have been thinking about the past a lot lately.
I was reading a good friends LJ entry, and that's what really made me start thinking about all of the good times that I had. Like the first day that I turned 16 and I got to go pick everyone up in my Blazer and take them to school, and passing Shirley on the way there (lol). Or when me and my 2 friends that were dating ALWAYS hung out...I rarely ever talk to either one of them anymore, btw. Of course, we can't forget when over 1/2 of the West Conway McDonalds crew were my friends from Bigelow...good times were always had. Although these were more occasional than some of my other friends, I LOVED the trips to The Cortex. I donno, everything was so much fun.
Those are just a few of my memories. I used to enjoy life so much more than I do now. I loved going to school, I had friends that would go and hang out with me, and there wasn't so much drama in my life. I wish so much that I could still say those things about myself. I absolutely hate to see how far apart I have drifted from some of my friends. Nobody really ever wants to hang out with me anymore, I guess I'm just no fun to be around. I don't know. I really am sick of it, though. In school, I can probably count on 2 hands the people that I talk to on a regular basis, and then some of those people don't even like me. It's hurtful sometimes. I don't know, It's really hard to explain exactly where i'm coming from, but I feel pretty lonely and depressed right now.
Anyway, I guess that I'll stop complaining about how pathetic I think my life is and go now.